Not always what you expect.

The other day I had a test in my grammar class. That morning, even though I studied, I wasn't feeling confident about the material. I figured I would study some in the hour break I have between classes. As I prayed that morning I shared with the Lord how I felt about the test and I asked Him if He would guide me in my studies during the break. "Lord, please show me what I need to study."
Before my grammar class I have a conversation class. I had a horrible day in conversation. It started out by me spilling my coffee (which mind you is in a spill-proof cup). Then my pen exploded and I got ink on my hands and face. But, the worst part was that I was not able to form a sentence using a particular verb conjugation. I left class that day completely humbled... whatever pride I was trying to hold on to was now long gone (which is fine because that's all part of the language learning process). But I was really upset with myself. I felt that I had let my teacher down and my fellow classmates. I found myself thinking, "They're not seeing how much time I'm putting into studying... they're probably thinking I'm fooling around everynight after school."
I went into the hour long break thinking, "If I study anything I better study that verb conjugation that was giving me so many problems in class." Guess what? That's exactly what I needed to focus on for my upcoming grammar class. Because I studied that, I received a decent grade on my exam.
The sad thing was, I didn't recognize how God was answering my prayer until the next day when I thought about the prayer request I had made. God doesn't always answer us the way we expect, but I believe he always answers us in the most perfect way. "Trust in the LORD with all your heart And do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He will make your paths straight" (Proverbs 3:5-6).





